Cassanova Journal #3 - Pretty Ugly Dream .

Last Night , I was sleeping around 4 o'clock ( its morning actually ) . It was cold and comfortable . Then , I sleep . I was dreaming about her . It so amazing . She's mine ! We both are most happiest couple is this world ! We shopping together , walking side by side , holding her hand .  :) . After 2 years being together , we plan to take our relationship to the next level . Married . . . .  3 month later , we married . It was so beautiful . She wearing Red Dress . I'm wearing tuxedo with a red tie . She so pretty , really , with her long shiny black hair , oh God , she too perfect for me . The night after our wedding , we go for dinner . A romantic one . hurm . .  . . .  But then , someone was knocking my door that make me wake up !!!!!! . Damn !! I couldn't finish my dream . Oh no . . . .  I sat at the side of my bed . I muse for a while . I realize then that she couldn't be mine . . . .  Ever . . . . Eventhough I try to prove to her that I'm different from another boy she been in love before , I don't think she realize it . . . . But I always pray to God to open her heart for me . Till now , I keep waiting for her . . . . . .