Cassanova Journal #16 - Missing You

First post 2011 . Yeah ... Awl thn suda ada mslah . My Dad Friend dead in car accident . Kesian . Menimang cucu pun belum sempat . Anyway , points is about me . Few days ago , aku prgi kat rmh Belle , melawat mak dan bapa nya . Family kami rapat . Tapi , yg mnyedihkan , Belle is gone , 6month ago . We couple for almost 3years . Tp break kejap . Then continue . Really missing her so much . Andai kata tuhan beri peluang .... Huh . Dh nama ajal nk leh watpa . No one can't rplace her . Tapi  kawan ku seorang ney ada iras2 muka & perangai Belle . Putih , Black-long hair , degil , ganas & periang . Mungkin ini sebabnya aku tertarik padanya . Hahhaha . Setiap kali ku rindu padanya , aku akan chat dgn kawan ku sorang ni dalam FB . haha . Cara dia berlawak pun hampir sama dgn Belle . She always made my day . Sejuk hati bila melihat dia . And kwan ku syok kat dia . So , ku lpaskan saja perasaan ku . Asal dia bahagia . Lihat mukanya sudah cukup bagi ku . I try to express my feeling towards her , but she didn't give me a chance . Just my luck . I try several times , she didn't see it . It okay , someday she will understand . Belle , wish you were here .....