Cassanova Journal #15 - Happiness

Each morning when I open my eyes I say to myself: I, not events, have the power to make me happy or unhappy today. I can choose which it shall be. Yesterday is dead, tomorrow hasn't arrived yet. I have just one day, 
today, and I'm going to be happy in it.  No pleasure is comparable to the standing upon the vantage-ground of truth. It is a great mitzvah to be happy always , really . huhu . 

The basic thing is that everyone wants happiness, no one wants suffering. And happiness mainly comes from our own attitude, rather than from external factors. If your own mental attitude is correct, even if you remain in a hostile atmosphere, you feel happy. 

Cassanova Journal #14 - Xcident

Semalam , hari palink mengerikan . My God ! Dh la keesokan harinya ambik result kuar ! Perkara yg tak disangka berlaku tiba2 berlaku . Takdir tuhankan , nk wat cmna . Smalam aku trlibat dlm xcident . YA ampun ! Bengong kepala ku ! Masing2 nk kluar dr simpang , Kebush ! Berlanggar la pulok ! Kemik kenari ku . Nsib bek ckit . Tp , KOS MAHAL ! ADOYAI !!!! Pening Kepalo Cmna nk cri duit . Tp , nsib bek ku dh claim . huhu . inilah pengalaman pertama ku xcident ! Pengajaran buat sang Cassanova . Hope tidak berulang lagi ! amin !

Cassanova Journal #13 - Breakdance . Guitar . Singing .

Ok , first of all , I love art since I was kid . Bakat pertama yg ku pelajari , main gitar . Bermulanya umurku 7 tahun , gitar menjadi girlfriend pertama ku . :)  . It was fun . Belajar dr abang , kawan and ofcoz , My daddy . Guitar is my best way to overcomed my brokenheart problem . Menenangkan . But , dlm bnyk2 jenis gitar , gitar Bass ku nang palink pro . haha . I think so .

Next , is singing . I'm a worse singer in my band . hahaha . When I sing , everybody laugh . hahaha . Humilated myself . But singing is the way to express ur feeling . For me la . Kesimpulannya , I'm not good in singing . :p

Breakdance ? It's been 3 years I'm not breakdancing . huhu . Last time I try , I almost break my hands . That was fortunate . Mula2 ku belajar dari kawan . Umur ku bruk 9 . So , mmg ku cepat belajar . Tp ku dh jerak . Takut tangan patah . I miss my talent !

 Rindu ku nk try breakdance gik . Tp apa boleh buat , ketakutan menyelubungi diriku . haha . Bak kata aku pun , " Fears is an illusion that created by our mind . But to face the reality , we need courage " . Tp ku xpat juak nk melawan rasa tkut ya . haha . So , followers ku , if you got talents , snap it and share it to me okay :)

Cassanova Journal #12 - Mimpi ?

Ok , let talk about mimpi . I’m realising my dream of owning a top football club. Some will doubt my motives, others will think I’m crazy . But sepa kesah ? >.<''   No person has the right to rain on my dream right ? Alasan terbaik untuk mengalami mimpi adalah di dalam mimpi ada alasan yang diperlukan. Dalam mimpi dan di dalam cinta tidak ada kemustahilan . Bak kata Steven Imbohourish , " To accomplish great things, we must not only act, but also dream; not only plan, but also believe " . So , KEEP DREAMING FELLAS :)

Cassanova Journal #11 - My Life Is A Misery

Today , I make my friend upset . I wrote a post on FB then she got mad . I didn't mean to do hurt her feeling . Before that , I"ve a fought with my STUPID EX ! JOHANA JOHAN ! . She Blame me everything ! Fucking HATE HER ! BECAUSE OF HER MY LIFE RUINS ! DAMNIT ! .... For My Friend , I just want you to know , I'm Sorry and I don't wanna LOSE you friend .

Cassanova Journal #10 - My Disease Getting Critical !

I have heart problem and it gettin worse every single day . I need to go to hospital once in 3 month . Yesterday , 3rd December , I was cough hardly and blood come out of my mouth . So sick ! Internal bleeding . . . . Hope I get well soon . Pray for me .

Cassanova Journal #9 - Her , Stephanie George .

Fall in love since I was primary school with her . Her smiles , attract me , her laugh made me calm , her shiny long hair made me melted . I still in love with her now . It almost 4 years I been waiting for her . My friend says , " You an idiot or what ? Find another one . " I try to find one . but none of them are suitables for me . Even it is , they rejected me . But my love is always open for her . Hurm , why she never see it ? Does she blind or what ? Urg ! It make me crazy ! But I'll never Give up . I keep trying . Yes , Mr . Cassanova can do it !

Cassanova Journal #8 - Trouble is Friend

If I were asked to give what I consider the single most useful bit of advice for all humanity it would be this: Expect trouble as an inevitable part of life and when it comes, hold you head high, look it squarely in eye and say, 'I will be bigger than you. You cannot defeat me.'” Trouble brings experience, and experience brings wisdom . For me , trouble is the common denominator of living. It is the great equalizer. I , then , realize that the biggest cause of trouble in the world today is that the stupid people are so sure about things and the intelligent folks are so full of doubts.  I also boast of my troubles, because I know that trouble produces endurance, endurance brings God's approval, and His approval brings hope  . . .